raining again.

i'm looking out the window
it's raining again outside.
i want to go to all of the countries in the world
and do interesting things in them
and tell interesting stories about them
and then people will think that i'm interesting.
my cellphone shudders
and i don't feel as lonely.
i make humming noises in my mouth
like you said.
and practice breathing from my diaphragm
like you said.
when i eat a lot of sushi
my throat feels tickled and wet.